The first question I asked Aridif (the 6th density Ancient Pleiadian from Deneb channeled by Rob Gauthier) during my private session of August 6, 2017 (Sunday morning Bangkok time), was which ET races was I connected with? I had received some telepathic/mental images during meditation a few weeks earlier that I perceived was from Arcturians, so I expected he would confirm that. I had no idea what else Aridif might say, but I knew he would lift the veil on some things I wanted to know.

Here’s what Aridif told me: (He tends to be quite complex, and I’m often keeping his wording below)

He said there are multiple varieties of energies that co-create with me, as there are with all human beings. But there are a handful of energies that co-create with me the most and the most directly.

Most of my connections are in the dream state, non-physical consciousness, and higher fractalized consciousness (higher self). But in some of my co-creations there are even some physical exchanges of energies.

The physical connections are with entities perceived as Grey entities, or Zeta Reticuli entities, which I have co-created with for a great deal of my current lifetime in both physical and non-physical ways. I have been involved in their hybrid programs during this life, as well as my previous three Earth-human incarnations.

He said he perceived three incidents where I was physically taken out of my area and went with them into their spacecrafts. The first such incident occurred between the age of 5 1/2 – 7 years old.

However, most of my physical experiences with these Greys occur during my sleep state when they communicate with me in my dream state region, and then the other entities that are in their own collective consciousness physically come into my bedroom and take DNA samples (from my hair and skin), but none that are deeply intrusive.

I asked Aridif a question about an incident three months ago where I woke up in the middle of the night with a buzzing sound in my ear, which sounded very physical and I thought was a tiny insect in my ear. I even went to the hospital in the morning and got it checked, but the doctor found nothing. My intuition was telling me all along that the buzzing sound was related to ETs or spirituality, but my rational mind was concerned it was an insect.

Aridif told me that the Zeta Reticuli Grey entities had physically been in my room that night in the hours before I awakened, and after they left I was communicating with my hybrid children in both a physical and non-physical form, which was why the buzzing seemed so physical when I suddenly woke up.

He also said these Grey entities “understand the nature of your crown chakra and third eye chakra.”

At this point in the session I was rather stunned, mostly because I’d been focusing on my Arcturian connection for weeks and hadn’t been thinking about the Greys at all.

However, a few months ago I had listened to some videos by Bridget Nielsen and also by Gabe Salomon on youtube where they were talking about the Greys and their hybrid programs. These videos did resonate with me, and I recall Gabe stopping a few minutes into one video and saying that if the listener is wondering if they’re involved with these hybridization programs – “Well, let me just say that if you’re still listening to this video and haven’t turned it off, you are involved.” When he said that, my intuition confirmed what he’d just said.

Next Aridif went over a list of several extraterrestrial races that I have had non-physical contact with.

He said these energies are connected to me in my dream-state consciousness, in my higher fractalized consciousness, and in other versions of my own self.

Pleiadians: three versions of Pleiadian consciousness – two taking a humanoid form, one taking a Grey-human hybrid form. I’ve co-created with these beings multiple times, especially in my dream state.

Sirians: connected deeply with a Sirian consciousness, even working with an energetic network grid that links human consciousness to Sirian consciousness. This grid system links their solar system with ours, and especially their planet with Earth. Aridif is over my head here, as I don’t recall previously hearing anything about this type of grid system. I need to do some research on this. (I just found a video today where this is mentioned by a Sirian that Aridif connected to Rob – one of the galactic monthly channelings of last year on ET Whisperer youtube channel).

Arcturians: there are multiple varieties of Arcturian races, but I’m working with two races specifically. One is a blue humanoid consciousness, and the other blue entities that would appear to be a blue version of an altered Grey consciousness – but their skin appears to be blue and the majority of their bodies a humanoid form. (This description appears to fit the above artwork by Vashta Narada of an Arcturian ET, and which I had already set as the background pic on my computer prior to my session with Aridif).

He said these are a few of the entities that I’ve co-created with, but ones who co-create with me in a larger sense in my dream state.

In answering a later question, Aridif said I have lived several hundred lifetimes as an Arcturian, and that I’m deeply connected to the Arcturians – because I’ve co-created with that energy in my physical body, I utilize and use more of the Arcturian energy than any other extraterrestrial race that shared their DNA with humanity. Because I activate more of this Arcturian energy, I therefore understand, resonate, and connect with it more than the other energies.

This was the basic information Aridif gave me in answering my very first question, with a few related details he gave to follow-up questions.

More on the session with Aridif in later posts. When Rob Gauthier posts the session on his ET Whisperer youtube channel I will provide a link here on this blog.



Credit: Vashta Narada.

On August 6, 2017 I had a private session with Aridif, an Ancient Pleiadian from Deneb channeled by Rob Gauthier. I can’t believe I haven’t posted anything in here yet, but I’ve been listening to bits and pieces of the recording ever since, and still trying to process the wealth of information Aridif gave me – much of which was jaw-dropping astonishing.

I knew the session would be very important for me, as I’d listened to many of the private sessions Aridif has done with others which are posted on youtube. I’ve never heard an entity that resonates so deeply with me. I just love and adore Aridif.

I had a list of questions I wanted to ask beforehand, and sometimes Aridif would say things that were so mind-blowing I’d ask follow-up questions. Like when he told me I’d had physical encounters with Greys from Zeta Reticuli my whole life! And that I’ve been involved with their hybridization programs not only my whole life, but also in my three previous lives.

I knew I had deep connections with the Arcturians because I’d perceived that during meditation in the previous weeks before the session, but I was not expecting the lifting of the veil to reveal a deep connection with the Greys.

Here are the questions I asked Aridif:

35:15 – I’ve been interested in metaphysics for many years, but only in the past few months have I come to realize I have connections with ETs. Can you tell me which ET races I have connections with?
39:25 – Do you mean I was taken physically by Greys into their spaceships?
41:16 – Do I have hybrid children?
42:40 – Can you tell me why I was aware of my Arcturian connection, but not the others?
43:52 – About how many human incarnations have I had on Earth?
46:20 – About three months ago I woke up in the middle of the night with a buzzing sound in my right ear. I thought it was a tiny insect and instinctively put my finger in my ear, and the buzzing stopped. Concerned that I may have killed the insect inside my ear, in the morning I went to the hospital to get it checked. The doctor found nothing. The whole time I had the intuitive feeling that the buzzing had something to do with ETs. Can you shed some light on this strange incident?
47:25 – Many years ago when I was a teenager I had some bizarre experiences in the night. Several times I woke up in a paralyzed state and felt like I was floating just above my body. The energy around the bed was extremely strong and tangible, and sometimes made loud noises. I also felt the presence of one or more entities around me. At the time I did not understand these experiences and they scared me. Years later I realized they were the beginning of out-of-body experiences (after hearing OBEs explained in detail). After that when they’d occur I felt no fear and perceived the entities as my benevolent spirit guides. Can you tell me what these entities actually were?
48:28 – I did not actually see them. I could just feel them, and “knew” they were there. And sometimes I could hear them speaking to each other (telepathically in my mind?)
51:02 – About two months ago I had my first and only past life regression. I expected the trance state to be deeper. I was in such a light trance state, and the mental images were so subtle, that I was unsure whether I was perceiving an actual past life or if I was just “making it up”. The past life was of a shaman in Peru around the year 900 A.D.  Can you tell me if this was an actual past life?
53:45 – Five years ago my 25-year-old Thai roommate died quite suddenly and unexpectedly. Can you give me any information on how he is doing and if he has any message for me?
55:45 – Can you tell me about my spirit guides?
59:25 – Where in Europe did we die in 1944?

Oddly, my voice cannot be heard on the recording Rob sent me, but Aridif is loud and clear. The session will be posted on youtube eventually, and I’ll provide a link on this blog.

I’ve already got a list of questions for my second session with Aridif. I especially want more details on the Grey entities from Zeta Reticuli that I have had such long-term connections with. Aridif told me they’ve taken me at least three times physically into their spacecrafts, but most of the physical encounters with them are during my sleep state when they come into my room in physical form and take DNA samples from my hair and skin.

I also have non-physical connections with Arcturians, Pleiadians, and Sirians. But it was the physical encounters with the Greys that most surprised me. He confirmed that one physical encounter was three months ago when I woke up with a buzzing sound in my right ear.

More on this later..


Before I dive into this, let me clearly state that ALL beings, regardless of whether they are incarnating on Earth as humans or as ETs on other planets or in other realities, originate from Source. We are all Source energy. So in that sense, there is no difference.

But some entities have had hundreds of thousands of incarnations as humans on Earth, while some starseeds are now experiencing their very first human incarnation. Others have had a few more incarnations on Earth, or even hundreds or a few thousand, but Earth still feels like an alien planet to them. They just feel much more at home on other planets or realities where they’ve had many incarnations – and these are often far more highly evolved and spiritually enlightened than Earth. Because of these experiences, they view Earth very differently from earthseeds.

Realizing you have deep connections to more spiritually evolved races suddenly makes sense of a lot of things, especially how you’ve always viewed human societies on Earth.

While not wanting to offend anyone, I do want to get the main point across – that is, how very differently starseeds view the whole human experience on Earth. Here’s a partial list of things that may suddenly make a lot of sense to you upon discovering your connections to more highly evolved races of beings:

  • Why you see Earth humans as such primitive creatures
  • Why you have no interest in most things humans seem to find interesting
  • Why you perceive human societies/cultures as oppressive
  • Why you see organized religions as largely man-made creations, filled with distortions on spirituality
  • Why you had no desire to grow up and become as adult when you were a child
  • Why you viewed adults as living a prison-life
  • Why you saw formal education as oppressive, basically an indoctrination system
  • Why human science bores you so much
  • Why you view humans as often making a big deal out of things that amount to absolutely nothing
  • Why you’re so interested in transcendental/spiritual topics and experiences
  • Why you like sleeping so much – you get out of the physical body
  • Why you’ve always found it easy to believe in ETs/UFOs
  • Why violence repulses you so much
  • Why you find racism so incomprehensible
  • Why certain music resonates so deeply with you
  • Why you’ve never had a desire to have your own children
  • Why you’ve sometimes had suicidal thoughts – anything to get out of here!
  • Why things in the physical world are far less interesting than spiritual/metaphysical things
  • Why TV bores you so much
  • Why TV commercials or any form of advertisements bores you so much and seems so shallow
  • Why you’re not attracted at all to the vast majority of humans – male or female


Other differences:

Human societies are filled with fear – an emotion that doesn’t even exist within more highly evolved races.

Humans societies have a strong belief in lack – a concept that also doesn’t exist in more highly evolved societies. These entities completely understand that they create their own reality, and can create anything they desire – and as much of it as they want. There simply is no such thing as lack. Humans only experience lack because they believe in it so strongly.

By removing just those two concepts, fear and lack, humans could completely transform their lives and societies overnight. Almost all the conflicts and problems in human societies are a direct result of the emotion of fear, and the belief in lack.


I recently heard on a youtube video the mention of two characteristics commonly found among starseeds, neither of which were on the long lists of traits I’d seen before.

The first was having no desire for children. Some people see this as rather strange, even incomprehensible.

From what I heard, starseeds do not want to get bogged down in Earth’s human reincarnation cycle. They simply want to get out of here (the faster the better!), and therefore do not want any additional attachments to this planet.

The second characteristic was suicidal tendencies. Starseeds do not have suicidal thoughts for the reasons many others have them. It’s simply a matter of having to live in what they view as a primitive and unenlightened society that so turns them off and makes this life difficult. They just want to get out of here, and to get back home to a far better world.

Imagine if you will, if you were suddenly transported back in time to the Dark Ages in European history, or to some really barbaric age in mankind’s past. This is how starseeds view the human Earth experience today. They come from places that are far more highly evolved/advanced and enlightened. Their races are much more intimately connected to their Source/Higher Self. They do not experience the extreme disconnection so common among Earth humans.

Starseeds came here for a reason, and would much prefer to finish that experience before checking out. But the suffocating feeling of being in such a severely restrictive environment and body is not easy, and may at times lead to thoughts of suicide as a possible way out. The best way of coping with this is to tap into Source energy, and feeling that energy lifts you above any situation. It is indeed true that alignment with your Source/Higher Self trumps everything else.


Contact with Arcturians

Posted: June 26, 2017 in Spiritual/Mystical

I’ve been stunned to my core over the past few months, and I’ve had new realizations over the past few days. At the moment, the new ones are related to the Arcturians.

Even though I’ve believed that UFOs and extraterrestrials were real as far back as I can remember, and I’d listened to the Art Bell radio program for two years from 1997-99, I’d never paid much attention to the various extraterrestrial races until this year when I was listening to Bashar – channeled by Darryl Anka. Most of what Bashar was saying about spirituality I’d already realized, and what he was saying about ETs also made sense and felt right to me. So I began listening to other people who were channeling ETs. Some of them resonated with me more than others.

Somewhere along the way I heard someone say the Arcturians were the most highly evolved/advanced race in our galaxy. This certainly got my attention. Then I came across the above picture, which I found beautiful – even mesmerizing.

Then a few weeks ago I was meditating and suddenly got a mental picture of the word “Arcturian” spelled out, very similar to what happened during my hypnotic regression session with certain answers being spelled out. This seemingly came out of the blue, as I had not been thinking about Arcturians at all. My intuition told me that this mental impression came from actual extraterrestrial beings.

This past Saturday I bought a crystal pendulum in order to help me communicate with the entities that were wanting to connect with me. I had heard Aridif (an Ancient Pleiadian channeled by Rob Gauthier) explain how to use the pendulum to contact entities.

When I got home Saturday night I used the pendulum. I got answers to all my questions, the strongest answer coming when I asked if any Arcturians were present. The pendulum swung wildly in the “yes” direction. It also answered “yes” to a question about having been on Arcturian starships in either physical or nonphysical form.

This news greatly excited me, and then I woke up in the middle of the night the following evening (early Monday morning) with the impression that I had been an Arcturian in other incarnations. My intuition was telling me this was true.

I had never even heard the term “starseed” until a couple of months ago when I was listening to a video where the medium Jamie Butler mentioned it. Just as I finished listening to that video, a close Filipino friend texted me with the very excited news that he had recently realized he was a starseed. The synchronicity of this event got my attention, and I searched the internet for characteristics of starseeds, discovering that I had almost all of those traits.

I soon noticed that different people on the internet define the term “starseed” quite differently, but I don’t think it’s important to try to label people and put them in certain boxes.

What I do feel is important is that I have a deep connection to the Arcturians. This is big news for me, as the revelations keep flooding in almost daily right now, so I’m sure there will be further posts soon.

Many humans waste a lot of time trying to distinguish between what is true and what is false. When they encounter something they believe is false, they often begin pushing against this “falsehood”, or against the person speaking the falsehood, which results in getting all tied up in negative energy.

But here’s a brief description of what’s actually going on:

There are an infinite number of realities or parallel universes in which everything that can be imagined already exists, is real, and is “true”. Regardless of how outlandish a belief may appear to you, there is at least one person who genuinely believes it and therefore perceives and experiences it in their parallel reality. It is as “real” to them as anything you experience in your own reality.

Instead of attempting to distinguish between what is “true” and what is “false”, simply realize and accept that everything is “true” in some reality. All things are indeed “true”. All things are Source energy, an endless stream of energy that encompasses everything.

It’s not a matter of whether something is true or false. It is a matter of whether it resonates with your truth or not. It’s your decision as to what you choose to experience as your own truth in your own reality.

When you encounter something that does not resonate with you, simply lay it aside as a non-resonant truth. Recognize that it is a truth, not a falsehood. It’s just not a truth that you prefer to experience. In other words, simply accept it (rather than pushing against it). Allow others to experience whatever they choose to experience – for they’re going to anyway!

By doing this, you give yourself peace of mind. You do not need to waste your energy trying to push against things or against people. Simply lay aside non-resonant truths and ignore them. Focus on what you DO choose to experience. Revel in those things, and get excited about them. The more you do this, the more you attract those things into your own experience.

[This post was inspired by Aridif, an Ancient Pleiadian entity from Deneb who is channeled by Rob Gauthier, at]

“Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions.” – Albert Einstein

During an About Oneness radio call-in show, a caller was interested in making contact with the extraterrestrial entities around him, and asked Aridif (an Ancient Pleiadian from Deneb channeled by Rob Gauthier) how he could tell the difference between his own imagination and a real connection with the extraterrestrial entities. Aridif’s reply was like dropping a hand grenade into my consciousness. Here’s part of the caller’s question and Aridif’s answer in part:

Caller: How to discern between something I’ve imagined in my mind versus a true connection?

Aridif: What we can tell you about imagination versus true connection is that there is no difference. When you are using your imagination you are connecting to portions of your consciousness that create. While you are creating you are tapping into all parallel existences in which one of those imaginations exists. What we can tell you is that when you begin to stop questioning whether it is true or whether it is imagination, then you will know it is true. 

[To listen to the complete question and answer, it’s at 1:02:00 of this interview:]

There are an infinite number of parallel realities/universes all around us. Everything that any of us can possibly imagine already exists, is real, and is “true” in at least one of these parallel realities. When we use our imagination, we begin shifting into parallel realities where this thing we’re imagining already exists. (We are always shifting through countless parallel realities every second anyway).

So we don’t have to create something out of thin air. Nor do we ever need to change the Earth/reality we’re in. Rather, we simply shift to different parallel realities where what we’re imagining is already manifested. And when we really believe in what we’re imagining, it speeds up the process.

If this idea seems strange, it’s only because we were raised in a society that takes its left-brain orientation to such an extreme that it almost completely ignores our right-brain abilities. It simply does not understand what imagination truly is, nor the enormous power behind it. Even when someone like Einstein makes statements like the quote above, it seems a complete mystery to most people. Another Einstein quote is “Imagination is more important than knowledge.” Clearly, Einstein saw things very differently from our modern materialistic society.

And so, understand that you are the creator of your reality. Focus on whatever you prefer to experience. Imagine it. Visualize it. Bring it into your perception and experience. If you desire a real connection with nonphysical or extraterrestrial entities, imagine it. They are always available and ready to connect with you.

One more thing – relax and have fun with it. Play with it. Be light and easy. There’s nothing serious going on here anyway – so lighten up, human.

Fear is an Illusion

Posted: June 21, 2017 in Spiritual/Mystical

“..the only thing we have to fear…is fear itself – nameless, unreasoning, unjustified terror..” – Franklin D. Roosevelt

Fear is the primary negative emotion from which all other negative emotions stem. It is the opposite of love, which is the primary positive emotion. Love is the natural emotion one feels when you are in alignment with your True Self, your Source. Fear is the emotion you feel when you are out of alignment with your True Self/Source. And while you can never be truly disconnected from your Source, you can certainly create the experience of being disconnected. It feels like you’re disconnected, which is when fear rushes in. You feel vulnerable, threatened. But all of that is an illusion. If you understand who you really are, you know you can never be truly threatened by anything. This is why you feel so powerful and fearless when you’re tapped into Source. It’s your natural state of being, who you really are.

Our modern society (and being an American, I’m mostly referring to American society) is largely fear-based. After having lived in Thailand for 15 years, I moved back to the USA for a year. I was stunned at how many television commercials were fear-based. The general message seemed to be – fear this, worry about this, be concerned about this, here’s something else you should be worried about. It was just unbelievable to me, and quite ridiculous. If you fall into that trap, it wrecks havoc on your vibration – which determines how you perceive and experience everything. It’s no wonder so many Americans are stressed out!

Of course, many organized religions are fear-based to some extent, some more so than others. While virtually all religions can be uplifting and spiritually helpful, the fear-based stuff is always 100% man-made. It has nothing at all to do with Source/God and is often just an attempt to control people.

But here’s the main point I’m getting to: Hollywood does the same thing with the idea of “aliens” that religion does with “God”. It incorporates a bunch of fear-based ideas into the equation that has nothing to do with the subject matter. It is merely the distorted perception of humans who are experiencing a disconnection from their Source/Higher Self.

Fear is always the same thing – people are projecting their own inner fears onto an external experience, and perceiving it as fearful. Everything is actually neutral. It is we who perceive things as positive or negative based on how we are interpreting them. We are vibrational translators, we are translating energy into forms we can perceive with our physical senses. We are constantly categorizing and labeling things, and putting them into our neat little boxes. It’s our rational mind’s way of making sense of the world around us. But it’s just make-believe. We are creating these perceptions.

I quit going to horror movies or scary ghost films long ago. Being sensitive to energy, I would quickly feel the energy of fear – and it’s not something I enjoy. Some people evidently enjoy the experience, but I don’t. It feels very uncomfortable  to me, and is diametrically opposed to the Source energy that I feel so often, and which feels so natural to me. I suspect that many humans like the sheer drama of fear.

It appears that the U.S. government is largely approaching the whole subject of extraterrestrials and UFOs with fear. That’s hardly surprising since the government is made up of humans, most of whom are wallowing in the illusion of fear rather than connection. When the government comes out and finally says something about ETs/UFOs it will likely be distorted by fear.

Anyone who has realized their true nature – that we are all Source energy temporarily perceiving through a human form – knows that there is nothing to fear, for the simple reason that there is nothing that is not Source. If you’re fearing anything at all, you’re actually fearing yourself. As silly as this may sound, it’s what huge numbers of humans are doing.

Those who fear extraterrestrials are merely projecting their own inner fears onto the ETs and perceiving them as negative. This is very common for humans who are not used to encountering such a high level of energy. The high energy of extraterrestrials has the effect of forcing the repressed emotions of humans to the surface, which for most contains a lot of fear.

Entities that most humans would consider negative do exist, but so what? There are all sorts of lower vibrational nonphysical entities, but none of them can touch you. In fact, they cannot even enter into your reality unless you are a vibrational match to their energy. Otherwise, you cannot see them or perceive them at all. And what’s the best way to allow them into your reality so that you can perceive them? By fearing them. The vibration of fear is so low that you can become a vibrational match to their low energy.

But even if you do this and see them, remember that everything you perceive is ultimately a projection of your own mind. This is one of the main points of the Tibetan Book of the Dead. It’s all a projection of your own consciousness. It’a a part of yourself that is being reflected back to you through an external form.

Many today are fearing the Ancient Reptilians (Alpha Draconians), and it’s that human fear that keeps them hanging around. These entities feed off of fear. If every human stopped fearing them tomorrow, they’d have no choice but to leave and go somewhere else. That’s exactly what happened in their original universe, which is why they came into our universe in the first place.

I don’t want to spend much time talking about such things, but the bottom line is this: unless you fear them, you cannot perceive them. They feed off fear, and by fearing them you’re inviting them into your reality. But the only card they have to play is bluff. They may look big, bad, and scary, but they’re not. First of all, you are only seeing your own inner fears being projected outwardly. You never see anything directly, you’re seeing your version/interpretation of the energy. Secondly, your Higher Self is a nonphysical entity that is millions of times more powerful than any physical being, including the Ancient Reptilians. (If you want to measure it by such terms). You are Source perceiving through your human eyes. The Ancient Reptilians are also Source in another form. They are you and you are them. Stop fearing yourself.

Of course, governments generally do not understand spirituality or who they really are. They tend to be quite paranoid and obsessed with protecting themselves and their countries. Because they view things from such a disconnected and distorted human perspective, they are projecting all kinds of fears onto the extraterrestrials – grouping them into “friendly” and “hostile” categories. I would advise ignoring this distorted perspective.

You will get infinitely better and more accurate information on this phenomenon by listening to the extraterrestrial entities themselves. There are many good channelers today who are delivering profound messages from these extraterrestrials. I recommend Rob Gauthier channeling Aridif and Darryl Anka channeling Bashar, but there are also many more. Check out youtube to find some that resonate with you.

There are also contactees who have had years of encounters with extraterrestrials, and have worked through their initial fear. Those who have come to a place where they view the experiences as profoundly spiritual and even blissful. You can find many such people on youtube.

As always, the best information comes from having your own direct, personal experience. If you want to experience ETs, simply ask them. There are many benevolent extraterrestrials who would be excited to interact with you.



During the past couple of weeks I’ve done three things that I’d been wanting to do for years – hypnotic regression, a sensory deprivation tank, and Reiki.

My dad asked some questions about the hypnotic regression session when he saw my brief mention of it on Facebook. The following is mostly taken from emails I sent him about the session:

The French hypnotherapist also does pranayama and Kundalini yoga. He specializes in past life regression and meeting your spiritual masters/guides. What I really wanted was to find out more about the entities that I’ve been experiencing off and on since 1980. He recommended a brief past life regression, followed by the death transition experience where I’d be able to ask my spiritual guides directly. It worked, and I got my questions answered.

The past life part was much more emotional than I expected. The death transition was exactly what I expected – very easy, natural and familiar. The guides were beings of bright white light/energy.

During the hypnosis I felt a warm energy all around me, really noticeable when he brought me out of it. I was fully conscious and aware the whole time.

The sensory deprivation tank was very relaxing, much like a deep meditation. It’s pitch dark, soundproof, and feels like zero gravity because you’re floating on water with a huge amount of salt in it. The water and air is your body temperature, so after a few minutes you cannot feel your body. It felt familiar to me because I’ve been meditating more than ever recently.

[My dad asked some specific questions about a past life regression, reincarnation, and if the hypnosis was similar to my Pentecostal (Christian) religious experiences when I was in my 20s.]

Yes, past life regression is taking you back to a previous life. The hypnotic state is quite different from the Pentecostal experience. I would describe the Pentecostal experience as tapping into “Source” energy. (Source being the All That Exists, the Energy that both creates everything and is everything. Hindus call it “Brahman”). This is the same Source that near-death experiencers are attempting to describe when they get into the presence of the Light. (Some would call it “God”). It is an overwhelming sense/feeling of unconditional love and acceptance. The experience is powerful and transformative. You know you’ve tapped into the Ultimate, the very Source of happiness and joy. However, it’s really difficult to put into words or adequately describe. It must be experienced directly to be understood.

I am still tapped into this energy on a daily basis, though of course I no longer believe in the doctrines that the Pentecostals teach and believe. Anyone can tap into this energy in any religion or without a religion at all. I feel the same energy every time I meditate. All religions are attempting to describe this energy in various ways.

The hypnotic state that I experienced was quite subtle. I could feel the familiar Source energy, but in addition there was a warm energy surrounding me that I’ve never felt before. It was extremely relaxing. Subtle mental images would come. When I would accept and follow them they became clearer.

I haven’t tried self-hypnosis since the session, but it might be easier to do now. I actually tried it with a guided youtube video the night before the session, and did have subtle mental images then too.

I have believed in “reincarnation” for 20 years, though not quite in the way religions tend to present it. Organized religions tend to distort things, or dumb them down for the masses. But the bottom line is that virtually all humans have lived many incarnations either on this planet, on other planets, or in completely different realities.

One experience I wanted to know about was probably the most dramatic one because I was wide awake, fully conscious and aware. It happened in 1980 in the basement bedroom of your house one night. I was alone and lying down in bed but not yet ready to go to sleep. (I had just joined the Pentecostal church a few weeks earlier). Suddenly, and seemingly out of the blue, I felt a hand touch my shoulder. Immediately the Source/Holy Ghost energy surged through my whole body and completely paralyzed me. I could not move at all. It felt exactly like the “Holy Ghost” energy, but much stronger. I was trying to turn my head to see this Being beside me, but I could not move. At the time, I perceived it as benevolent – either an “angel” or maybe Jesus himself. So I wasn’t really scared, but the enormous power of this entity was mind-blowing and shocking. It’s one thing to theorize about such entities, but to actually experience one first-hand is a very different thing. I felt completely and utterly helpless in the presence of this entity, and was certainly glad it was benevolent.

I also wanted to know who the entities were that I’ve perceived on quite a few occasions through the years when I’d wake up in the night with sleep paralysis in an out-of-body state. These started in 1980, and were initially shocking and bewildering to me. The energy around the bed was very tangible, pulsating and vibrating – as was I in this nonphysical state. The energy was also very loud at times. I perceived entities also, and being Pentecostal at the time, I did not perceive them as benevolent. I was scared, didn’t know what they were or what was happening. The whole experience was bizarre and inexplicable to me at the time.

Then 17 years later I heard William Buhlman on the radio describing out-of-body experiences, and it fit my experiences perfectly. I had been having the very beginning of a typical OBE but just didn’t know what it was. These kind of experiences are found in most cultures throughout history and all over the globe (about 89%). After realizing what they were, when they’d happen again I would perceive the beings as benevolent spirit guides. Sometimes I could actually hear them speaking, though this may well have been some form of telepathy.

In the late 1990s I listened and read quite a bit on the whole UFO/Extraterrestrial phenomenon. The evidence was quite strong, and I believed they were real. I had the impression they were extradimensional – able to come in and out of our physical reality at will. I also knew the experience with them was often a deeply and profound “spiritual” one. The Harvard professor John Mack’s “Abduction” clearly showed this, and that’s the conclusion he came to after interviewing some 60 abductees.

But because I had no conscious awareness of any experience with ETs or UFOs, I laid the whole topic aside and pursued more relevant matters.

Fast forward to 2017…

I’ve read and listened to the best spiritual teachers I could find since 1997. Over the years I found several human teachers I liked, but in 2006 I read one of the Seth books after hearing many people consider them the best books they’ve ever read. I was blown away by the profound nature of what Seth was saying, as it resonated deeply with me. I thought it was deeper and superior to any human philosophy I’d ever come across. Seth claimed to be a nonphysical entity that was channeled by Jane Roberts from the 1960s – 1980s. Jane Roberts was an intellectual who had no interest in spiritual, psychic, or paranormal things until these bizarre experiences began with Seth. She turned the channelings into books which became hugely popular and single-handedly started the modern New Age movement. As for me, I didn’t really care who Seth was or where the information was coming from. The messages themselves were what thrilled me, and gave me piercing insights into the nature of reality and who we really are. It was almost irrelevant where the information actually came from. (Seth does not claim to be an extraterrestrial, but a nonphysical entity who is no longer incarnated in any physical form).

Then I discovered Abraham-Hicks in 2014. “Abraham” is a group of nonphysical beings who have been speaking through the Esther Hicks since 1985. She does not even use the term “channeling”, and often refers to Abraham as “Infinite Intelligence” or simply as “inspiration”. It was Seth who first said, “You create your own reality.” For the past 30 years, Abraham has been explaining in detail exactly how we create our own reality. Again, the information itself is what attracted me to Abraham.

A few months ago I discovered another channeled entity called Bashar. When I first heard Bashar he was saying everything I’d already realized myself about who we are, what reality is, what “spirituality” is really all about, etc. So it all resonated deeply with me. He also talks about extraterrestrials and UFOs in much detail. Bashar says he is an extraterrestrial from a planet in a parallel universe. Once again, it was the information itself that I found so profound, and as I listened to what he said about ETs, UFOs, and the origin of humans, it all made perfect sense.

By the way, because of my many years of direct experience with high vibrational, nonphysical energy, I am very sensitive to energy and can immediately tell if a book or teacher resonates with me or not. It’s an obvious case of something being deep and profound and of interest to me, or not.

Some of the stuff Bashar was saying about ETs and human origins would be shocking to some people. But it all just resonated with me and didn’t faze me too much.

A couple months ago I came across another teacher I like a lot called Aridif, channeled by Rob Gauthier. Aridif has, at times, completely blown my mind. He has lobbed several grenades into my consciousness, forcing me to expand my awareness. He says he is an Ancient Pleiadian whose race moved to the planet Deneb. He is an upper 6th density (the highest physical level) entity who is ready to move into 7th density (the first nonphysical density). That is probably why his messages are so profound – his consciousness is extremely high for a physical being.

So at the moment I’d have to say Aridif and Bashar are probably my all-time favorite teachers, and both are extraterrestrials. I’ve also discovered other ETs who resonate with me, as well as humans who are having incredible direct experiences with ETs. I must say I never expected any of this to happen, and would have been surprised just a few months ago. But I know enough to follow my bliss, and this is where it’s leading me.

As I realized more and more that extraterrestrial entities have played a huge role in human history, and are deeply intertwined with what we think of as “spirituality”, I began to wonder if I have had contact with them but was just not consciously aware of it. This is very common among humans who have had contact. The ETs are easily able to block out all of the human’s memories of a contact experience, and the human brain alone can also do this if it perceives the experience as too bizarre or threatening.

I don’t like the term “abduction” because it implies being taken against your will. While this is how the human’s conscious awareness may perceive the experience, the channeled ETs say that no one is ever taken unless that person agreed to it on a spiritual level before incarnating into the human body. (The Greys who often do the “abducting” are actually future Earth humans from a parallel timeline who destroyed their planet, were forced to mutate, and are now unable to reproduce. They need “past”, pre-mutated humans in order to create hybrid races to continue their own physical existence.) As bizarre as this may sound, it certainly seems to be what the “abduction” phenomenon is all about.

Knowing the ETs often take humans during their sleep state – they actually take the “astral body” while the human is having an OBE, I began wondering if they had something to do with my own OBEs. Also, I was increasingly feeling a general connection to the highly evolved ETs, and my intuition was telling me there’s more to this picture than I was consciously aware of. So that’s another thing I wanted to ask during the hypnosis.

The mental images during hypnosis were very subtle at first, but they got clearer. I first perceived a boy standing alone in a mountainous area overlooking a huge canyon or drop-off. The vegetation was lush, and the word “Peru” came to me out of nowhere. The hypnotist asked for the year. I had no idea at all, but then I suddenly felt and saw the number “900”. I knew it was 900 A.D.” How you’re getting this information is very difficult to describe to Westerners who tend to be extremely left-brain oriented – to the point of almost completely ignoring their right-brain abilities. But it’s surprising how easy and natural it is. It’s not difficult at all, really just about relaxing and allowing the energy/inspiration to flow.

The boy comes to this place of breathtaking natural beauty (it reminded me of Machu Picchu) because it is a spiritual experience for him. He feels close to nature and close to Source here. He is deeply interested in spirituality. The hypnotist then took me forward in time. I see a tribal religious ceremony with dancing and music/drumming. The boy is now a spiritual leader, a shaman. The people come to him for all kinds of things because he is more connected than they are, and can see and know things they cannot.

Next we go forward to his death. I see him lying on a cot, people are lined up to see him. Up until this point I was viewing the whole thing from a detached perspective, like looking at a 3rd person (though I knew the shaman was me). But when the moment of death came, I became the shaman’s spirit/consciousness that began to rise up above his body. This familiar floating sensation was so very easy, natural, and blissful. In seconds I’m in a beautiful place of Source energy, and several of my Spiritual Guides are there. These highly evolved entities are made of bright white light/energy. I mentally ask them questions. No words are necessary, communication is done telepathically.

Who was the Being who touched my shoulder in 1980? Immediately I get a mental picture of one of my Spiritual Guides.
What about the OBE entities? For some reason, I wasn’t clear on the answer to this. There may have been many different types of entities over the years. Or the whole experience may have been so otherworldly that my brain couldn’t translate it into anything that would make sense to my conscious awareness. So I move on to the next question, which cut to the heart of the matter anyway.

Have I been on starships/UFOs? “Yes”.
Then I get a mental picture of being in a UFO. It’s very clean and white. I see ETs that look like the often-described Nordics or Tall Whites. They are humanoid, and seem to be in charge. It’s their ship. I also see a few Greys.

I ask the Guides what my main reason for coming into this incarnation was. An immediate answer – “You already know.” Indeed, I had already realized in the past few weeks and months that I came here to be involved in the shifting of consciousness to a higher level that’s taking place on Earth at this time. This is a momentous event in human history. We are evolving to a higher level. They tell me my whole life has been preparing for this.

So those were the basics of the hypnosis experience.

More on ETs, UFOs and the government:

Many people have come forth and admitted they’ve had personal encounters with ETs and/or UFOs – CIA agents, military intelligence people, fighter pilots, commercial pilots, astronauts, politicians, world leaders, scientists who worked at S4 near Area 51, etc. Not to mention thousands or even millions of regular people. The UFO incident known as the “Phoenix Lights” was witnessed by thousands in 1997, yet the mainstream media barely mentioned it. Even the Republican governor of Arizona has finally admitted he witnessed the enormous spacecraft himself, saying you could not only see it, but feel it. He said he knew it was extraterrestrial because you could just feel it in your gut.

(The channeled ETs say that the “Phoenix Lights” UFO was flown by the Yahyel – an extremely benevolent race. They are one of the hybrid groups created by the Grey abductions, and consider us family. They will also be the first to make open contact with us because of their close connection to us. The purpose of the Phoenix Lights incident was to gauge how ready we were for open contact. The fact that our media barely mentioned it clearly showed them we were not ready).

The energy of these highly evolved extraterrestrials is extremely high from a human perspective. The effect on humans is that it forces our suppressed emotions to the surface, and could cause some to go into psychological shock. This is why so many humans initially perceive their contact with ETs as frightening – they are projecting their inner fears onto the external experience. But many contactees who have repeated experiences and work through their fears begin perceiving the experiences as very positive, even blissful.

I have listened and read many spiritual teachers through the years, especially since 1997 when I had an awakening and realized what was basically going on. I read well over 150 books, maybe 200, on anything I thought could give me more insight. The most amazing thing was that I kept coming across the same insights over and over again no matter where I looked. From all kinds of direct personal experiences such as near-death experiences, OBEs, insights from meditation, entheogens/psychedelics, encounters with ETS/UFOs, insights from mystics, shamanism, all kinds of psychic or paranormal phenomenon, and various other mystical experiences. Also from Eastern religions such as Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism, and indigenous religions all over the globe, as well as the mystical elements within Christianity (Gnosticism), Judaism (Kabbala), and Islam (Sufism). We could also throw in inspired writings of all kinds – Emerson, Thoreau, numerous poets throughout history, as well as our very best scientists such as Schrodinger, Planck, and Einstein. Also, more recent scientific research has shed much light on all this. No matter where you look, you come across the same ideas. But most importantly, if you have your own mystical/spiritual experiences yourself then you have the most powerful evidence of all – which is always direct personal experience.

So here are some of the major themes found repeatedly in the above areas:

1.Everything that exists is energy, and this energy is aware. It is conscious. It is alive. It is information itself.

2. There is ultimately only One Being that exists – in the universe and in every other reality. This One Being is a gigantic energy gestalt. It is present everywhere, it is the stuff that everything is made of. It is the very ground of all being.

3. Ultimate Reality is nonphysical. It is pure Awareness. Pure Consciousness. Mystics have called it The Void. Buddhist concepts were once translated as “nothingness”. However, “formlessness” would be more accurate. It is the pure Consciousness that creates all form.

4. This One Being/Energy desires direct experience. It creates countless forms and focuses its consciousness through each form – for the sheer experience of it. It divides its consciousness into an infinite number of fractalized consciousnesses.

5. Every physical form that exists is simply this One Being perceiving through that particular form. Each form is a specific perspective.

6. Humans are, of course, the One Being perceiving through the human form. That which some religions call “God” is not a separate being from humans. “God” is the very ground of all being, including humans. Humans are literally “God” manifested in physical form. So is everything else.

7. Because there is nothing outside of this One Being, it obviously rules out any idea of divine judgement or punishment. The only thing this One Being could possibly punish would be Itself – because there is nothing else. That, of course, would be absurd. The idea of divine punishment is entirely man-made, often just an attempt to control other people.

8. The most accurate English word to describe the One Being would probably be Love itself. Complete unconditional love with no judgement whatsoever. Complete and total acceptance.

9. All physical forms are simply the One Being moving in and out of physical form. The form lasts a relatively short time and then dies, but the Consciousness is untouched by the “death” of the physical form. Most streams of consciousness have experienced many physical forms, many “lives”.

10. Each fractalized consciousness chooses to incarnate in a physical form. There are many choices, and some choose to incarnate as a human on planet Earth.

11. In order to get the most out of the experience, the fractalized consciousness agrees to a kind of self-induced amnesia during the physical experience. This is to make the experience more real, and to gain the maximum benefit from the experience.

12. There are an infinite number of parallel universes and other realities. The only difference between them is the rate or frequency that the energy is vibrating.

13. All of these infinite number of realities exist in the same “space”. Time and space are actually illusions. Everything that exists is here and now.

14. You can only perceive energy that is a vibrational match to your own energy. All other energies are invisible to you.

15. A great analogy of how reality works is our radio or television. There are many radio stations broadcasting. All of them exist and are real, yet you can only perceive the one that your radio is tuned to. Your frequency must match the frequency of the station in order for you to perceive it. If you set your radio to 91.1, you cannot hear or perceive the station broadcasting on 105.5. Likewise, there are an infinite number of realities or parallel universes. All of them exist and are real, but we can only perceive the one that is a vibrational match to our own energy/vibration. There are many television stations also, but you can only see and hear the one that you tune to. The others are completely invisible to you until you change your channel to that frequency.

16. Also, the radio DJ is not inside the physical radio, nor are the TV characters inside the television box. Those physical items, like our physical bodies, are simply modes of expression for the nonphysical energies. When you turn the radio or TV off, the nonphysical energies do not cease to exist. They are still very much there, and still broadcasting. The death of the radio/TV box does not touch the nonphysical energy at all. The boxes are just one of many forms through which the nonphysical energy can flow.

17. We are constantly shifting through an infinite number of parallel realities every second. The ones we shift to match our own inner vibration – which is determined by our thoughts and beliefs. Reality is like a film running through a movie projector. Each parallel reality is a still frame on the film. When it is run through the projector (consciousness) the rapidly changing frames create the illusion of motion. This is actually what is happening with what we perceive as an external world around us.

18. In higher nonphysical realms it is obvious that thought creates reality because it happens instantaneously. However, in the slower, dense energy of physical reality, the illusion of time and space creates the illusion that things and events are just happening arbitrarily to you – rather than that they are happening as a direct result of your own thoughts and beliefs.

Highly evolved extraterrestrial entities are well aware of all of the above insights. All of that is very elementary stuff to them. As Bashar says, “This is just simple physics.”

Some of them are hundreds or thousands of years more advanced than Earth humans. Others are millions of years ahead of humans. Some are so advanced they don’t even need spaceships to travel – they simply do it by thought alone. None of them travel through physical space to get to Earth – that would be extremely primitive and absurd to them. They use far more advanced technology.

Some speculation on why the U.S. government has been so secretive on this subject matter:

So why has the U.S. government been so secretive about ETs and UFOs?  Back in the 1940s the government was evidently confronted with something far more powerful than themselves. They were not even in any position to protect their own people and nation from any imagined “threat” – if indeed any threat ever developed. This feeling of powerlessness does not set well with humans who are already disconnected from their Source/Higher Self, and it causes humans to do very strange things – just look at human history on this planet.

The government also may have felt it had discovered things that would be so shocking to so many people that chaos might ensue. They may have feared the collapse of organized religion. Can you imagine how a 1940s-America would  have reacted if the government had come out and told people that humans were actually created by the genetic science of extraterrestrials? That ETs took humanoid apes on Earth and mixed their own DNA with them to create a hybrid species we call homo sapiens? How would Christian fundamentalists have reacted to this news? (For that matter, how would Christian and Islamic fundamentalists react even today?) Evidently, this is no fantasy. At least one scientist who worked at S4 near Area 51 says he was given a book of documents to read, and this version of human origins was stated in the documents as if the government knew it as fact. Several other accounts reveal that the government also knows that the ancient gods of Greek mythology were actually ETs. And they surely realize the same is true of the gods of many other ancient civilizations as well. Clearly, they know that ETs have been dealing with Earth humans for many thousands of years – indeed, from the very beginning of the human race on this planet.

The channeled ETs have said these same things, and I put far more trust in them than anything any human government says. In fact, I was somewhat surprised to hear the government even knew about some of these things. But at this point in 2017 there may be a bigger reason the government has not yet come out with full disclosure of whatever they know. Certain people in-the-know fear prosecution for some of the things that have gone on for the past 70-plus years.

Another school of thought is that the powers-that-be do not want to give up their power – which is what would happen if people discovered that these elite knew about free energy from crashed UFOs, as well as from Nicola Tesla and numerous other inventors.

The big difference between most people in the governments (and indeed most humans overall) and those who understand metaphysics/spirituality and who they really are, is the fear factor. Those who know their True Self know there is nothing to fear – from ETs or anything else. Such people have no fear of death either. Unfortunately, many humans do not even understand who they themselves are or what they are doing here, much less who or what the ETs are. Such people have inner fears that they project onto their external experiences. And when it comes to something like ETs, it’s easy for such people to project an enormous amount of fear onto any encounter they have, thus distorting the whole experience and perceiving it as frightening. Governments tend to be rather paranoid to begin with, so it’s not surprising that they project their fears onto the ETs. Therefore, any announcement that the U.S. government ever makes about ETs/UFOs will likely be distorted with their own fears.

You will get a far more accurate picture of ETs by doing any of the following things:

1. By having your own direct experience with them.

2. By listening to what the ETs have to say through the best channelers. (Such as Rob Gauthier or Darryl Anka)

3. By listening to people who have had regular encounters with ETs and have already worked through their own fears on the subject.

There is much more that could be said on this topic, and probably will be in upcoming posts.


Briefly, here’s the big picture:

You are a non-physical being who chose to temporarily inhabit a physical, human form. The entire Universe (Multi-verse actually, since there are countless realities) is really One Being, and everything that exists is that One Being perceiving through each form. You are that One Being, and so is everyone and everything else. You can call the One Being anything you like – Source, God, Brahman, Higher Self, whatever. It makes no difference, they’re all just human labels for the one Ultimate Reality.

The One Being is a gigantic Energy gestalt, and everything that exists is this Energy. It is non-physical. It is vibrational. It could also be called Awareness or Consciousness. It exists without the physical body or any form at all. When it inhabits a human body the brain acts as an interface connecting the non-physical Awareness with the physical body.

When the physical body dies, you (the Real Self) will return to your non-physical home where you come from. This is normal and natural and most humans have done this numerous times.

There is nothing negative about death at all. It is the ultimate illusion, as Osho said. In the afterlife there is no judgment, punishment, or any of the negative stuff man-made religious dogmas teach out of ignorance (or as a way of controlling people).

You are a creator and you came into your physical form to create your own reality, as you do in every moment. You are a microcosm of the Whole, and because the Universe is holographic, each small part actually contains the Whole. As Rumi said, “You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean, in a drop.”

When Seth said “You create your own reality”, he did not mean that everyone creates the reality they want all the time. Many humans are, in fact, creating a reality they emphatically don’t want. This is simply because they are focused on what they don’t want (or the lack of, or absence of what they want) most of the time, and whatever you focus on is what you get back.

Your thoughts and beliefs create your reality. You perceive and experience whatever you focus on, because the so-called “physical world” is not something “out there” that is separate from you. It is a mirror reflection of your inner reality, created entirely by your brain/mind. You are constantly translating vibrations into a reality your physical senses can perceive.

If you understand who your True Self is, then you’ll understand that everything is actually You appearing in different forms. “Do unto others as you’d have others do unto you”. Why? Because they are you. Everything you do to another you’re actually doing to yourself. This will become obvious when you return to non-physical and regain your memories of who and what you really are. As a human, you have given yourself a self-induced amnesia so that the physical experience will seem absolutely real, so that you may gain the maximum benefit from it.

You came into this physical form for the experience, knowing that you would continue to evolve as a result of it. Source/God/Higher Self is not static, but is continually evolving and expanding. Taking on human form is one way of doing this.