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This may be my all-time favorite interview – absolutely riveting throughout. I just came across Mr. Dean a couple of days ago and was surprised to find a retired military man who had such a deep understanding of spirituality/metaphysics, and understood that the ET/UFO phenomenon was, as he says, “95-99%” about spirituality.

I had basically quit watching videos from any military or government sources a while back because so many of them were just projecting their own inner fears onto the ET/UFO phenomenon and presenting it as negative, or deliberately engaging in disinformation.

Anyone who does not have a thorough understanding of real, genuine spirituality/metaphysics cannot possibly understand the ET/UFO phenomenon because it’s so deeply intertwined with what we’d consider spirituality or metaphysics. To these highly evolved beings, however, it’s just simple physics.

It was refreshing and rare to find a military man who fully understands all of this. Also, he’s had direct contact experiences with these extraterrestrial/extradimensional beings from the age of 2 1/2. Though this video is about two hours long, it doesn’t get boring. It’s interesting almost from the very beginning.

Bravo to Mr. Dean for having the courage to speak openly about all of this, and to inspire so many!



I want to briefly go through the step-by-step process of how I discovered I’ve had ET/extradimensional contact experiences since childhood, including physical encounters with the Grey beings from Zeta Reticuli.

I think I’ve always believed that UFOs and extraterrestrials were real, as far back as I can remember. Even when I was a Pentecostal Christian in the 1980s I had the vague idea that they were interdimensional beings of some kind.

In 1997 I came across the Art Bell “Coast to Coast” and “Dreamland” radio programs, which covered many fascinating topics such as near-death-experiences, out-of-body-experiences, theoretical physics, and UFOs/ETs. I learned a great deal of information listening to these programs, which included interviews with scientists who had worked on government UFO projects and others who had had direct contact experiences with ETs. I listened to Art Bell’s shows regularly for two years, until I moved to Thailand in 1999.

I also read a few books on the subject, including Col. Philip Corso’s “The Day After Roswell” and Whitley Strieber’s “Communion”. But the book that really opened my eyes to the fact that contact with these beings was a profoundly spiritual experience was the Harvard professor John Mack’s “Abduction” in which he gives detailed descriptions of the experiences of several of the 60 or so abductees he had interviewed. Since I was very familiar with spiritual experiences myself from my 11-plus years in a Pentecostal church, it was obvious to me that what these people were describing were indeed genuine spiritual experiences. My only question was whether it was happening in physical reality or on some higher level of reality. It seemed to be both, as both the ETs and UFOs appeared to be able to blink in and out of our physical reality.

I also remember hearing one government official saying that when he looked into the eyes of the ETs it was like looking into the eyes of Buddha or Christ, or like looking deeply into your own soul – a profound spiritual experience.

But although I was fascinated with the whole ET/UFO topic, I had no conscious memory or awareness of having had such contact experiences myself. So I basically laid the subject aside when I moved to Thailand and just pursued spirituality in general – in the form of certain New Age topics and Eastern spiritual philosophy, or anything that dealt with direct spiritual experiences – until this year, when the whole ET phenomenon came back into my life in full force.

I had never looked into any channeled material until 2006 when I read my first Seth book after reading that many people considered the books their favorites. I was immediately impressed. Seth presented himself as a non-physical being (but not an extraterrestrial). The material resonated deeply with me, and opened my mind to our multidimensional nature. The possibilities suddenly seemed endless. I’d been exposed to similar ideas while reading the “Conversation With God” books in the late 1990s, but Seth somehow really drove it home for me.

I never read or listened to any other channeled material until I came across Abraham-Hicks on youtube in 2014. Most of what Abraham said was quite simple compared to the things I’d been reading for years, but I quickly noticed that it seemed to raise my vibration every time I listened to it. And though it was geared mostly toward a more mainstream American audience (compared to my own rather unorthodox lifestyle), I think I needed to hear this material to ground me more into the Earth human experience. Prior to this, I’d basically viewed the physical world as something rather distasteful to put up with, and used my spiritual experiences to escape from it. Even though I’d known since the late 1990s that everything that existed was Source energy, including the physical world, I still greatly preferred my own inner experiences to the outer physical reality. So Abraham helped me in this area. (Abraham presents themselves as a collection of non-physical consciousnesses, but not as extraterrestrials).

In February of 2017 I discovered Bashar (channeled by Darryl Anka) after hearing someone on an Abraham video mention Bashar’s teachings as similar to Abraham, but more detailed. I discovered that Bashar presents himself as a multidimensional being from a planet in another reality (many humans would consider this an “extraterrestrial”), and his message resonated deeply with me. Much of his spiritual teachings were identical to what I’d concluded over the past 20 years, and I loved the way he clearly and powerfully presented them without the slightest doubt or hesitation – look humans, here’s what’s really going on.

Around April and May of this year I began getting the intuitive feeling that I’d had physical encounters with ETs. I never imagined I was involved before that because I had no conscious memory of such encounters. But I was listening to some Bridget Nielsen and Gabe Salomon videos about the Grey hybridization program and I just began to feel intuitively that I might somehow be involved with all this. It seemed unbelievable at first, but as I listened it seemed more and more real to me. Also, for years I’ve felt somewhat of a resonance with the whole Grey “abduction” phenomenon. When I read “Communion” some 20 years ago it seemed strangely familiar to me, and was very believable – especially the waking up in the night with Greys around the bed.

I also had started having some astral projection/out-of-body experiences many years ago at the age of 19, about the same time that I had my first spiritual experience in the Pentecostal church. In the very first astral projection-type experience I woke up in the night with my body feeling paralyzed, and felt myself floating toward the foot of the bed. I perceived an entity there who seemed to be pulling me toward him with some extremely strong energy that was pulsating and vibrating and making noises. At the time I had no idea what this bizarre experience was, and was afraid because of my newfound religious beliefs which included the existence of demons. I thought this entity must be a “demon” (which is hysterically funny to me now) and fought against the experience, and then suddenly found myself back in my body with the energy and entity gone. I didn’t get a good look at this being, but from what I recall it would have fit the general description of a Grey ET. A few more of these type of experiences followed.

Then about 17 years later I heard William Buhlman describing OBEs on the radio and realized I had been experiencing the beginning stage of OBEs. After that, I had no fear at all, and every time it would happen I’d perceive the beings around my bed as my benevolent spirit guides.

At age 19 I also had a dramatic experience where I was wide awake lying in bed when a being suddenly touched my shoulder and immediately powerful energy rushed through my whole body. I was paralyzed and could not move at all. After a few seconds of this it lifted as suddenly as it had come on, and the being was gone. I perceived this being as benevolent, possibly an “angel” (again, based on my religious beliefs at the time).

Then at the end of April of 2017 I had a strange experience one night when I woke up with a buzzing sound in my right ear. It sounded very physical and I thought it was a tiny insect in my ear, so I put my finger in and the buzzing stopped. My rational mind was concerned I’d killed the insect and it was lodged inside my ear, but my intuition was clearly telling me the buzzing was ET-related or somehow related to spirituality. I went to the hospital in the morning, and when the doctor found nothing in my ear I walked back to the waiting room with the overwhelming intuitive impression that the buzzing was definitely ET-related. This feeling was so strong I even said this to my friend who was there waiting for me.

About this time I discovered the hypnotherapist Dolores Cannon on youtube and her years of work with clients who have had ET contact experiences. I decided I wanted to be regressed back to any ET experience I’d had, or to one of those OBE or “angelic” experiences. I wanted to know who or what these entities were, especially with me now feeling that I’ve had ET contact experiences. The closest type of hypnotherapist I could find in Bangkok was someone who did past life regressions and “meeting your Spirit Guides/Masters” in the afterlife. I made an appointment and went to see him.

I told him about my OBE-type experiences and the “angelic” experiences, as well as some other experiences where I saw beings while doing the entheogen Salvia Divinorum five years ago. He suggested he regress me back to a past life briefly, then through the death experience where I’d meet my spiritual guides and could ask them any questions I wanted. I agreed with this plan. At first I was hesitant to mention the ET subject with him, but come to find out he was already into it and fully believed in it.

The past life turned out to be of a shaman in Peru around 900 A.D. Though the hypnotic state was lighter than I expected, I was getting impressions and mental pictures. Sometimes I’d actually see words spelled out in my mind’s eye (with my 3rd eye, I assume). I saw the word “Peru”, “900”, and “Yes” spelled out. When I got into the afterlife I asked my guides point-blank if I’d ever been on UFOs and the answer was an immediate “Yes”. I then got a picture of me inside a UFO with Greys and some humanoid ETs present. I asked about the “angelic” being who touched my shoulder, and they said it was one of them – these spiritual guides looked like the Beings of Light/Energy often described by near-death-experiencers. I asked about the OBE entities I’d perceived, and the impression I got was that they included many different types of beings.

A few days after this regression session I was meditating and suddenly, completely out of the blue, I got a mental picture of the word “ARCTURIAN” spelled out, exactly like had happened during the past life regression. This was unexpected, as I had not been thinking about Arcturians at all, and had only recently discovered who they were. I’d only seen a video a few weeks before that went over some ET races and mentioned the Arcturians as the most advanced race in the galaxy. This experience seemed like a telepathic communication from something outside myself. However, I had no idea why Arcturians would be communicating with me.

A few days later I was meditating to some Arcturian meditation music when I suddenly began to feel an energy I’d never felt before. It was 100% positive, but definitely felt different from the “Holy Ghost” energy I used to feel in my old church, and the energy I now commonly called “Source energy”. This new energy felt extremely light, a very high vibration, and somehow seemed ET-like. I assumed it was Arcturian energy since I was listening to an Arcturian video when it happened. A few nights later I woke up in the middle of the night with the strong feeling that I was deeply connected to the Arcturians – and in fact was an Arcturian myself who had chosen to start incarnating as a human on Earth. As unbelievable as this seemed to my rational mind, the impression from my intuition was very clear about this.

In May I discovered the channeler Rob Gauthier, known as the ET Whisperer, and immediately resonated with the highly evolved ET Aridif (an ancient Pleiadian whose race moved to a planet in the Deneb star system). His extremely detailed information given to clients in private sessions was exactly what I wanted. I knew I could ask any question I liked, and so booked a session with Aridif, the earliest available date being in August. I wanted to get to the bottom of all that was going on, and see if my intuition was correct. I’d listened to plenty of Aridif’s videos to be very impressed, so I had complete confidence in him.

When the session day arrived, the first question I asked Aridif was which ET races am I connected with? He said there are multiple varieties, but a handful that co-create most frequently, and even some that do so physically. He also said he understands the large energy behind the sharing of all these ideas with me, but that I’m here for a reason – to know, to understand, and to co-create. And so..

He said I’ve had physical encounters with the Grey beings from Zeta Reticuli since childhood (approximately age 6), and nonphysical experiences with them even before that. I was stunned by this unexpected information – as I’d never heard Aridif say this to anybody on any of the many videos of his I’d listened to, and I was so focused on the Arcturians by this time and expecting them to be my main connection. I was listening intently, but don’t think the full impact of this information was sinking in with me, as it was too stunning.

Afidif continued, saying that on three occasions they took my physical body into their spaceships, but a majority of my physical encounters with these Greys were while I was asleep at night when they’d come into my bedroom in their physical bodies to take DNA samples from my hair and skin, but none that were too intrusive. (I’d been noticing a few unexplained small scratches or cuts on my arms, hands, and legs in the mornings recently). Aridif said I was part of their hybridization program (having agreed to it from non-physical before incarnating), and that I have two hybrid children who have 50% of my DNA and 50% Grey, as well as multiple others who have less than 50% of my DNA. Not only that, but I also participated in their hybrid programs during my previous three human lives.

I asked Aridif about the night of the buzzing sound in my ear. He said the Zeta Greys were physically in my room while I was asleep that night, and after their physical bodies had left I was connecting with my hybrid children in both a physical and non-physical way, which is why the buzzing seemed so physical to me when I awoke.

Aridif went on to tell me I’m deeply connected to the Arcturians, having lived several hundred lives as an Arcturian. I’m also connected to Pleiadians and Sirians, and he went into some detail on the appearance of these various races. He said I co-create with all these races during my dream state, in my higher fractalized consciousness, and in other versions of myself.

I asked about the OBEs, he said the beings were mostly my spirit guides, but also other entities including the Greys. He also confirmed my past life regression was a real past life of a shaman in 900 A.D. Peru.

I booked a second session with Aridif for September, and he gave me more information on these Zeta Reticuli Greys I’m connected with – which are the original Zeta Greys and not one of the other races that humans commonly call “greys” because they look like the Zetas.

He also went into detail on the three times they took me into their spaceships, as well as the three different methods of memory removal they used on me so my conscious mind would not recall the experiences. The first time at age six I was asleep when they took me, but I woke up on the UFO and saw the Greys standing around me. They were as surprised as I was, mostly because I did not react with fear, just amazement. The second time they communicated with me for well over and hour. This encounter occurred about the same time I had that first spiritual experience in the Pentecostal church, so it could be that they were intrigued by that and wanted to find out more about how that experience was affecting my energy, consciousness, spiritual awareness, etc. (But I’m just speculating with that). In the third incident they communicated with me for 2.5 hours, and according to Aridif it delved deeply into the expansion of my consciousness.

I asked Aridif about my “Holy Ghost” experiences, and he said most humans would consider it a “kundalini rising” style of energy or an “open chakra flowing” energy. He said my chakras were operating at full capacity during those experiences.

He also told me the Salvia Divinorum beings I’d seen were “fairy” energy, and confirmed that I was indeed seeing energy during meditation, as well as small orbs. Also, he confirmed my recent full-blown OBE experience where I finally got away from the bed and my body and flew around outside, as well as going through closed doors.

Then I asked Aridif if he could connect me directly to a Zeta Grey and to an Arcturian so I could speak to them. Aridif is usually able to do this during a private session, and he did so with me. The Zeta conversation was just surreal. The voice, demeanor, and energy changed completely when the Zeta being came through and began speaking through Rob’s body. (Rob is a deep trance channeler who goes into an astral projected state and meets up with his main ET guide called TReb while Aridif speaks through Rob’s body).

The Grey being spoke with a very low voice with almost no emotion, and it was rather disconcerting for me. But I managed to pull myself together enough to tell him I wanted contact experiences with them, and especially physical contact. He said I am soon due for another physical experience, and he will forward my request to have my memory left intact to the “superior” of the project. He went over the protocols they use with humans, and gave me tips on how to connect with him during meditation. His words were actually very sweet – the first thing he said was, “Yes. Wonderful is a word that shows high appreciation of sharing. And that is where I am now, with high appreciation.”

The Arcturian told me my connections with them are much deeper than my mind is letting me in on right now, and gave me more information on various things, as well as tips on how to connect with him during meditation.

I’ve been working on connecting with both the Zeta and the Arcturian ever since, and am feeling their energy more and more. While I greatly appreciate any type of contact with galactic beings in whatever form they take, the physical contact experiences are extremely exciting for me, and I really want to have another one and be able to consciously remember it fully this time.

I would love to find a hypnotherapist who could put me into a deep enough state to go back and relive one of the physical encounters with the Greys. I also greatly look forward to more physical experiences, hopefully with memory left intact this time.


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This past Sunday I had my second private session with Aridif, and it was an incredible experience. During the session I asked if Aridif could connect me to one of the Zeta Reticuli greys or to an Arcturian that I have connections with, and he was able to do both, so I got to speak with both of them for a few minutes. Very briefly, here are some of the highlights of the session:

First I asked Aridif for more information on the specific Zeta Reticuli greys that I’ve had physical encounters with since I was a child (as was revealed in my 1st session). He gave some detailed information about these beings, who are the original Zeta Reticuli greys, and not one of the other similar-looking races that humans commonly call greys. He noted these Zetas do have a “fondness” for me and for many of the other humans they interact with, though they do not express emotions in the way humans do.

Next I asked for more details on the three encounters where these Zetas took my physical body into their UFO/spaceship. In the first encounter I was about six years old and was initially asleep when I suddenly and unexpectedly woke up on the spacecraft and saw them around me. I was amazed but not fearful, which surprised the Zetas, who immediately put me back to sleep and wiped my memory of this experience.

In the second and third encounters they communicated with me at length, the third time for some 2.5 hours. Aridif said this interaction was not just the simple “Who are you, what are you doing with me, why am I here?”, and them giving answers. Rather, it was “very deep integration of communication which took place”, with them digging into “the consciousness attributes of myself and my conscious growth and expansion”. As is their usual protocol in dealing with humans, the Zetas removed my memory of these encounters too, but in different and deeper ways than in the first encounter. Aridif went into some detail on the three different methods they used to achieve this on me, which sounded rather complex to say the least.

At this point I inserted a couple of questions from a close friend and my older brother, at their request. Aridif was able to read their energy and fully answer their questions in detail.

Next I asked Aridif about the “Holy Ghost” experiences I had in my old Pentecostal church back in the 1980s and early 1990s – what exactly was that energy I was tapping into?  He said it was what many humans would call a “kundalini rising” style of energy, or consider it to be an “open chakra flowing” energy. Aridif said what he perceived was that my chakra system was operating its highest capacity during these experiences – it was opened up to the highest levels that it could open in those moments.

Then I asked about my experiences five years ago with the entheogen Salvia Divinorum, used by certain tribes in Mexico. Specifically I asked who the small, playful entities were that I encountered during those experiences. Aridif said they were definitely the entities known as “fairy” energy. He went into some detail on these 5th density beings, and noted they were all over the Earth, four of them within a one-third mile radius of me at the moment.

Next I asked about the energy I am seeing with my eyes open during meditation these days, especially when the room is dark at night. I often perceive a swirling vortex of energy several feet in front of me. Aridif said that I am indeed perceiving energy, and that this swirling energy is close to what the spiritualism church calls “plasma”. He also said there were small orbs manifesting around me that I haven’t noticed because of their small size and dim illumination. He advised me to speak to these entities and ask them to illuminate themselves more so that I could more easily perceive them, and that as I work with them they will sometimes increase to the size of a fist.

Then I asked about the apparently fully-conscious out-of-body experience I had a few weeks ago, which also seemed to have some of the qualities of a lucid dream. He said “congratulations”, and that what actually happened was that I experienced entering into my 4th density body in a fully awakened state, and that very few humans have experienced this yet. He also noted that in this experience I was actually going inward, though humans commonly perceive it as a journey outward (hence the term “out-of-body”) into an external world.

At this point I asked if Aridif could connect me to one of the Zeta Reticuli greys that I’ve had encounters with. He did, and the ensuing conversation was nothing short of surreal. I was rather unnerved by the lack of emotion being projected by the new entity speaking through Rob’s body, and I can now understand why so many humans describe them as “cold”. I don’t see them as cold, I just think they don’t project emotion in the way we do – which comes across as very strange to most humans. So I believe there’s much misunderstanding among humans when it comes to the Zetas because of this.

I was also trying not to sound too stupid, but in my desire to express a feeling of affection toward him, actually sound like I’m talking down to him, or talking to a child, on the recording – which horrified me when I listened back to the conversation. (I also wonder if something about their energy reduces us to blathering idiots!) I’m curious as to what they must think of humans – suspecting they view us similar to the way we view small children. I imagine they find us fascinating, if for no other reason than that we’re so emotionally different from them.

I did manage to pull myself together enough to tell the Zeta being that I desired contact with them, and especially physical contact experiences. He said I was soon due for another physical contact experience, that they followed strict protocols in their interactions with humans, and that he would ask the “superior over the project” if it would be appropriate to allow my memory to remain intact of the experience this time. He went over some of their rules in their interactions with humans, and said that he did not think fear would be a big obstacle for me during a physical encounter. He also gave me some tips on how to connect with them during meditation.

Next Aridif connected me with an Arcturian at my request, as I’ve recently become aware that I’m deeply connected to them and have even lived several hundred lives as an Arcturian myself. I was more at ease in this interaction, though somewhat blown away that I was actually speaking with a member of this highly evolved race. This entity told me that I have a lot more connections with the Arcturians than my mind is letting me in on. Surprisingly, one of the Arcturian races that is closely connected to me is an Artificial Intelligence race. He too gave me some tips on how to connect with him during meditation.

My last question dealt with a couple of medical conditions I’ve been diagnosed with over the last few years, the medication I take for these, and the possibility of healing.

There is much more that could be said about this session, and I’ll probably post more details in the future.

ETs from a Higher Perspective

Posted: September 14, 2017 in Spiritual/Mystical

In trying to get a feel for what’s really going on with the extraterrestrial subject, a clearer picture is emerging for me. Here are some of the conclusions I’m coming to:

Extraterrestrial (which are also extradimensional) beings have been visiting Earth long before humans arrived on the scene. In fact, these beings seeded all life forms on Earth, beginning with the simplest single-celled organism. The same is true of all planets in the universe where lifeforms exist.

Extraterrestrials originally come from Source (what many humans call “God”), which is a gigantic energy gestalt. Humans also originate from Source, as does everything else that exists. Everything is Source energy appearing in various forms. This understanding is found in countless metaphysical traditions throughout history, and is beautifully expressed in the Advaita Vedanta school of Hinduism.

As the All That Is, Source desires direct experience, and thus propels itself through countless forms in order to gain direct experience through those forms. Every form is actually Source itself perceiving and experiencing life through that particular form. This gives Source countless different perspectives through which it can have direct experience.

The way in which Source creates life on the various planets throughout the universe is by having highly evolved extraterrestrials seed and then nurture those life forms on countless planets. Earth is no exception. The ETs are carrying out the prime directive of Source.

These ETs have been observing and nurturing all life forms on Earth from the beginning, including humans. Therefore, visitations by extraterrestrial spacecraft in recent decades is nothing new. It has been going on forever.

However, when Earth humans created atomic bombs in 1945 it certainly got the attention of the ETs, and they were concerned that humans had created such destructive weapons while their spiritual consciousness still lagged far behind their technology. The fact that humans were still so warlike and now possessed the technology to destroy the planet led to the increase in extraterrestrial visitations.

There is much misunderstanding over the so-called “alien abduction” experiences. These are not really “abductions” at all. “Visitations” would be a more accurate term. Every single human who is ever taken in this manner agreed to these visitations from non-physical before incarnating in human form. This agreement is often called a soul contract. Most humans do not consciously remember these agreements, just as most humans do not consciously remember their many past lives.

One of the main reasons for these agreements is to help certain extraterrestrial races out who can no longer reproduce, and who have embarked on hybridization programs to continue their race. Earth humans are multidimensional beings, having many different ET races in our DNA, which makes us highly valued for these programs.

The reason there is so much fear among humans about these ET visitations is because humans have been in a state of perceived disconnection from their Source/Higher Self for thousands of years. As such, most humans have a lot of inner fear, which is projected onto the ET visitation experience and interpreted as a negative, fearful experience. Humans do the same with many other experiences in life, especially those we do not understand.

Perhaps the best way to uncover the truth about one’s own ET visitation experiences is to have a hypnotherapist do a regression on you by putting you in a deep trance state. It needs to be deep enough to get the fearful conscious mind out of the way, which allows the Subconscious (or Higher Self) to come through and describe the experience in objective terms – without the distortions of the conscious mind’s perceptions. In this way, the hypnotherapist can discover what really took place.

Also, in this deep trance state, the ETs themselves will sometimes come through and speak, explaining in detail what is going on and the reasons for what they are doing.

As Dolores Cannon often stated, through this method she regressed thousands of clients back to their ET visitation experiences and never found a single negative case. Once the fearful conscious mind’s distorted perceptions are removed, what comes through is a very different picture of what took place.

Many visitations are ETs observing and doing tests on humans, as a way of monitoring our bodies and how they are responding to Earth’s environment. They have been doing this since the beginning of the human race.

The extraterrestrials do not want to disrupt our lives, understanding that we chose to come into these human forms for the experience. They therefore often erase our conscious memory of the visitation so as not to interfere with our normal life.

ETs sometimes place implants in humans during visitations. These are nothing to be alarmed about. They are monitoring devices to help the ETs keep track of us, and also to keep us healthy. The implants are benign.

Contact with extraterrestrials is a deeply spiritual/metaphysical phenomenon. To really understand what it’s all about one needs to have at least a basic understanding of metaphysics. In essence, the ETs are us and we are them. They are a deeper, more highly evolved version of us – which is why those humans who are spiritually aware feel such a strong connection and love for them.

The more spiritually aware a human is, the more likely they will interpret their ET encounters as positive. The more disconnected a human is, the more likely they will view the encounter from a fearful, disconnected perspective and interpret it as negative.

As with everything in life, your own inner state of consciousness determines your perception of the external world around you. The external world is merely a reflection of your own internal state, and how you perceive and experience ET visitations is no exception.

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light-language-transformation-jamye-price-1The revelations are coming so fast and furious I hardly have time to write them all down. Tonight I got another jolt, and then synchronicity swooped in in a delightful manner.

The third chapter of the book Being With the Beings which I’m reading is an interview of Vanessa Lamorte Hartshorn, who I was not familiar with. So I looked her up on youtube and came across some videos of her talking about light language, and also speaking it. Though I’d come across the term light language in Jacqueline Smith’s section of Being With the Beings, I didn’t know exactly what it was until tonight. Much to my surprise, it appears to be what Pentecostal Christians call speaking in tongues!

I first heard Vanessa speaking light language, as at 1:45 in this video:

Not only does it sound like speaking in tongues, but the explanation of what it is, how it works, and its purpose fits perfectly with my own experience of speaking in tongues (I am an ex-Pentecostal Christian who spoke in tongues almost daily for over 11 years). Check out the explanations of light language on these two videos:


All of this resonates with me and describes the speaking in tongues experience perfectly. It is the soul speaking, a deeper part of you, and has nothing to do with the conceptual mind – which it bypasses completely. It is a direct experience.

As I continued looking for more videos on light language I came across a girl who lives in Bangkok who speaks and teaches light language, and has a Lyran Sirian Feline connection. So I texted her, telling her about my Pentecostal background and ET connections, and got a quick reply. She is currently in Peru on a shamanic journey. So I texted her again and told her I recently did a past life regression and it was of a shaman in Peru in 900 A.D. What a coincidence!

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maxresdefaultI recently found a couple videos that were very helpful in putting me at ease over my contact with the Greys from Zeta Reticuli. They are of Reuben Langdon interviewing Lyssa Royal Holt and the extraterrestrial being called Sasha that she channels. At the end of the first video (at 44:30 of Lyssa talks about the Japanese perspective of the Zetas being totally different from that of Westerners. When she talks about or channels the Zetas in Japan their hearts open, and they just love the Zetas. She also notices that there are very, very few “abduction” stories in Japan. This evidently has to do with the Japanese feeling a strong kinship with the Zetas because of their cultural similarities in the sense of not showing emotions. (Lyssa has worked in Japan for 26 years. She is also the first interviewee in Miguel Mendonca’s Being with the Beings).

In the 2nd video Reuben asks Sasha about the different stories he’s heard of the Zetas (at 2:22 of Sasha talks about the 3rd era of the Zetas, with many people in the past 5-10 years tapping into that 3rd era consciousness in which the Zetas have awakened, with their emotional and mental bodies coming into alignment and integration. They’ve become like an elder race acting as mentors of younger ET species. These ideas not only put me at ease, but greatly increase my excitement over my contact with the Zetas.

It seems increasingly clear to me that the way in which we view our contact experience with ETs has a whole lot to do with our own inner state of consciousness and our own perspective of those particular extraterrestrial races.

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Out-of-body breakthrough!

Posted: September 5, 2017 in Spiritual/Mystical

Last night I had a major breakthrough with a fully conscious, full-fledged OBE (out-of-body experience). I’ve been wanting to have one since 1997 when I first heard William Buhlman on the radio and then read his book, Adventures Beyond the Body. However, I hadn’t been thinking much about OBEs lately because I’ve been so consumed with excitement over my contact with interdimensional/extraterrestrial beings.

It was when I heard Buhlman describing OBEs in detail on the radio in 1997 that I first realized I’d experienced the beginning stage of OBEs as far back as 1980 when I had some bizarre experiences in the night. But in those instances I only hovered a few inches above my body.

Last night I had asked one of my spirit guides to help me open my third eye, and was looking to see if I could see anything with my eyes completely closed – something I’ve been able to do at times in recent weeks and months, and sometimes very clearly. Last night I began seeing into what appeared to be other realities, other worlds, when the next thing I knew I was floating around away from my body. The vibrations I was feeling seemed to be propelling me around.

I remembered the tips from William Buhlman, such as don’t think about your physical body, and instead focus on where you want to go. Going from point A to point B during an OBE can be accomplished by thought alone. The natural inclination is to try and use your “body” to move about, but I’d tried this years ago and it didn’t work – I just stayed inches above my body.

Last night I thought about going outdoors, and then I found myself flying around outside. I went from place to place, some indoors and some outdoors, and encountered some walls and closed doors. I knew I could simply go straight through these closed doors. Sometimes I felt a little resistance, but kept focusing on going straight through the door, and then I was able to do it. Just as Buhlman had said, I could feel the energy of the door as I passed through it.

There were other humans around too. I approached some of these people and wondered if they’d be able to see me. I realized they could, and they were also aware that I was having an OBE. These humans appeared to be in the astral world also (or whatever reality I was in). I don’t believe I was seeing people in the physical world.

I recognized one particular place I was in as a room and building where I often go in my dream state, for some reason. There are usually humans in that room, and there were last night as well.

I’ve heard much about lucid dreams, but had never had one before. This experience seemed like what I imagined a lucid dream would be like, in the sense that I had my full waking consciousness and was aware of what was happening, and had control over what I did. Other than being fully conscious and awake, the reality I was in seemed somewhat dreamlike. (Perhaps because it was the astral realm, which is where I often go during dreams).

The experience further confirmed what I’ve long suspected – that my “dreams” are often actually excursions into other realities that are every bit as real as the physical world, if not even more real. When I awaken in the morning I remember these excursions in bits and pieces as “dreams”. But they were actually real, and sometimes the experience is an OBE.

The big difference last night was that my normal waking consciousness that perceives the physical world was fully aware during the OBE, and knew that the experience was as real as anything I experience in physical reality. The experience seemed to last quite a long while. When I returned to my physical body I was still aware of what was going on. I looked at the time and about 20 minutes had passed.

I reached for my phone to text my friend in the USA (who has been on a similar journey, and is ecstatically excited about the prospect of having his first OBE). His last text to me last night as I went to bed (and which I hadn’t seen yet) was:

“..and may u have an OBE.”

Ha! This was typical of the synchronicity that pops up continually in my life, and it was especially noticeable since we hadn’t even been discussing OBEs at all lately. I quickly sent a reply:

“OBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Bits and Pieces of ET Contact

Posted: September 2, 2017 in Spiritual/Mystical


In recent weeks and months I’ve had various experiences during meditation that appear to fall into the “ET contact” category.

One night I was meditating and asked Aridif to give me a sign or let me feel his energy if he was present or could hear me. As soon as I said these words, I immediately felt what seemed to be a hand made of energy touch the top of my head and a very definite tingling sensation around my crown chakra area followed. Whoa! I’d never felt anything like that before, especially on the top of my head. The timing of it was far beyond anything that could be passed off as “coincidence”. (I concluded long ago that there was no such thing as coincidence anyway).

Another night during meditation I suddenly, and completely out of the blue, saw the word ARCTURIAN spelled out in a mental picture, very similar to the way I received some words spelled out during my recent past life regression. I had not been thinking about Arcturians at all, and this sudden experience seemed to be coming from an outside source, like a telepathic message from an ET. This was the beginning of the realization that I have a deep connection to the Arcturians.

A few nights later I was meditating while listening to a youtube video of Arcturian meditation music. While listening and focusing on the Arcturians, I began to feel an energy I’d never felt before. It’s hard to describe, but the most striking thing about it to me was how very, very light it felt. Lighter than air, lighter than a feather. It was an awesome energy to feel, as these were obviously very highly evolved beings. And their unconditional love for humans is mind-blowing and certainly enough to make you cry tears of joy as you stand in awe of their presence.

This energy felt quite different from what I’ve for years called “Source energy”, which I first tapped into during my first-ever visit to a Pentecostal church on December 30, 1979, and which the Pentecostals call the Holy Ghost. Both the Pentecostal and Arcturian energies I experienced felt 100% positive. I’m very familiar with the Pentecostal experience, having tapped into that energy on an almost daily basis for over 11 years back in the 1980s and early 1990s. But this Arcturian energy was noticeably different, though still very pure and positive.

A few nights ago I was meditating and focusing on the Grey entities from Zeta Reticuli that Aridif told me I had co-created with in both physical and non-physical ways. I asked these Greys if they were present to let me feel their energy, and immediately I felt a strong energetic prickling sensation around the tip of my right index finger. This was unusual, something I’d never felt before. Again, the timing of the experience was just too perfect to be passed off as mere coincidence.

Several months ago I began to notice during meditation what appears to be a vortex of swirling energy straight ahead in my vision. It’s most visible when my eyes are open while meditating at night with all the lights off. The darker the room, the more obvious this energy appears. I notice that the energy is swirling clockwise, but if I keep looking I can also see it spinning counterclockwise. It appears to be swirling in both directions at once.

Then I heard Drunvalo Melchizedek say in The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life that the Mer-Ka-Ba energy fields around our bodies spin both clockwise and counterclockwise simultaneously. I was startled when I heard this, and wondered if I was actually seeing the Mer-Ka-Ba.

In addition to seeing this swirling vortex of energy, I also began to see energy moving around the room – here and there as if I’m getting glimpses of entities or shadow beings. I get the feeling the room is filled with non-physical beings and I’m beginning to get glimpses of them.

And then there was the night I woke up out of a deep sleep with a buzzing sound in my right ear. It was a very definite physical-feeling experience, and I assumed a tiny insect was in my ear. This was a very strange experience, something I’d never had happen before. I instinctively put my finger in my ear and the buzzing stopped.

I was so convinced it was an insect that I went to the hospital to get my ear checked in the morning, concerned that I’d killed the insect with my finger and it was lodged inside my ear. However, my intuition was telling me the buzzing was related to ETs or my spiritual awakening process.

The doctor found nothing, and I got the impression the doctor didn’t believe there was ever an insect in my ear. As I walked back to the waiting room, I got the strong intuitive feeling that the buzzing was definitely ET-related. That feeling was so strong I actually told my waiting Thai friend that it was not an insect at all. Rather, the buzzing was connected to ETs. I was surprised I said this to him, but the intuitive feeling was so strong I just spoke it out loud.

When I asked Aridif about this incident during my private session, he told me the Greys were physically in my room in the hours before I woke up with the buzzing sound. After they left I then connected to my hybrid children in my sleep state. When I awoke I was connected both physically and non-physically to the children, and that’s why the buzzing seemed so physical to me.

The idea that the Greys were in my room in a physical form while I was asleep was both stunning and very exciting to me. I really want to have physical experiences with them and have full conscious remembrances of those experiences.

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Over the past few months it has become increasingly apparent to me that society’s anti-extraterrestrial propaganda does not resonate with me at all. I refer to such silliness as Hollywood movies portraying ETs as “evil” and intent on taking over the Earth.

I can hardly imagine anything more ludicrous – an idea that is firmly rooted in the worst forms of xenophobia, a prejudice every bit as ugly and unacceptable as racism among humans – and as always, firmly rooted in fear.

I also see mindless and hysterical reactions to the UFO and ET phenomenon from some government and military officials, and even from some of those interested in Ufology, including some of the contactees themselves.

It seems obvious to me that all of this fear-based hysteria boils down to the same thing: humans who are largely disconnected from their spiritual Self projecting their own inner fears onto an external phenomenon.

It’s the same old, tired game that’s been going on for millennia. Humans get so out of touch with their true Self, their Source, that they become blind, negative and fearful – especially of anything they do not fully understand. They then lash out against the perceived object of their fears.

Those who fall into this trap simply do not understand metaphysics or genuine spirituality. They have forgotten who and what they truly are. If they remembered, they would know that fear is a self-created illusion.

What does resonate with me is my own direct experience with ETs, which is entirely positive. Also people like Dolores Cannon and her 100% positive, eye-opening and inspiring books. When Ms. Cannon said she had regressed thousands of ET-contact cases and never found a single negative case – a veil was being lifted.

Those who view the so-called “alien abductions” with fear are always viewing it from the standpoint of the conscious mind of the human. When Dolores Cannon regressed her clients into the deep trance state known as the Somnambulistic state, which got the fearful conscious mind out of the way and allowed the Subconscious (or Higher Self) to take over, the perception of the entire ET experience changed remarkably. It became 100% positive and perfectly reasonable. And when the ETs themselves began communicating directly through the clients while in that deep trance state, it lifted the veil on the whole phenomenon.

Dolores Cannon once said that the conscious mind is the stupidest part of the human being. Indeed. How can we possibly expect people who don’t even know who and what they are to be able to accurately interpret an experience as strange (from the conscious mind’s perspective) as these?

I highly recommend Dolores Cannon’s books, especially the ones that deal directly with ET contact. I’ve recently read Keepers of the Garden, The Custodians, and am currently reading Convoluted Universe: Book 1. These are priceless in making sense of the ET-visitation phenomenon.

Others who resonate deeply with me are people like Rob Gauthier and the loving and fascinating extraterrestrial beings he channels. A wealth of profound insights await those who delve into this man’s connection to higher levels of consciousness/energies.

There are many more inspiring people out there, but suffice it to say that every time I find something that feels right to me, that resonates deep within, it’s always with the perspective that the overwhelming majority of ETs are highly evolved beings who love humans and have nothing but our best interests at heart.

And Dolores Cannon’s Keepers of the Garden reveals that the ETs were here on Earth long before humans ever arrived on the scene. They not only planted the seeds of human life here, but of all life – from the beginning with single-celled organisms.

This is simply how it’s done, not only on Earth, but on every planet in the universe. The highly evolved ETs carry out Source’s (God’s) prime directive of seeding lifeforms throughout the cosmos.

These beings have no interest at all in “taking over” the Earth. They don’t even think like that – those are the thoughts of disconnected humans. Had they ever wanted to do such a thing, they could have easily done it at any time during the Earth’s very long history.

My advice is for people to ignore the silly, small-minded depiction of ETs so often found in movies, or any fear-based approach to the subject. Dive deep within yourself and find out what’s really going on with this fascinating and inspiring topic.

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Three-minute video summing up Dolores Cannon’s findings on ET contact with humans:

Recently received my special-ordered book Being With the Beings: The How and Why of ET Contact by Miguel Mendonca from a Bangkok bookstore. I wanted it mostly because my main man Rob Gauthier (along with Aridif) is one of the nine people interviewed in it, and I’d heard some excellent youtube interviews with the author and Rob. All nine people featured have had long, ongoing interaction with a wide variety of extraterrestrial entities.

I immediately turned to Rob’s chapter first, and wow, this is a very deep dive into ET contact. Fascinating discussion of the various dimensions and extraterrestrials Rob has connected to, as well as the process he uses to make contact, among other things. Aridif (6th density Ancient Pleiadian from Deneb) is also channeled and interviewed in the chapter. As always, he is both lovable and fascinating.

I am somewhat familiar with four of the other people interviewed, having seen Jacquelin Smith and Robert Fullington in an excellent youtube video on the Mantis beings, and having heard the galactic artist Vashta Narada in several videos. I also saw the energetic Krista Raisa in an interview with Miguel on youtube.

I’m not yet familiar with the others interviewed here, but looking forward to hearing what they have to say.

I’m reading this along with Dolores Cannon’s Convoluted Universe: Book 1, and I must say I am thrilled with both books.

Here’s an excellent youtube interview with Miguel Mendonca and Rob Gauthier. They get into a riveting discussion on various aspects of ET contact.